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I grew up in the city our National Hero and lived in great City of Manila and Quezon. When I was four, I wanted to be an actress like Maricel Soriano or become a Goddess performer like Madonna. Instead, I became a volleyball player and even tried to join the RP team before deciding that being a Physical Therapist was my real forte. My first tv appearance was when Jao Mapa serenade me on an audience seat while watching ASAP then everyone booed me at school the next day.
However, I was spotted on a band audition for Japan and recruited by Angela Velez's manager to try a go-see for Angela's lingerie fashion event. I went to audition on Director Mario o'Hara's "Babae sa Break Water" but the producers turned down the project and resumed just until 2004.My first lead role movie PURI was 2004 first blockbuster movie of the year. But sweet success became sour when my Uterus CANCER was published by The Daily Inquirer then Trust Condom Endorsement cancelled my upcoming contract signing. I was coaxed into auditioning for a part as an introducing in a Star Cinema Film by Cholo Laurel (working title LIHIM, then became NASAN KA MAN to be exact), they told me I was perfect for the role, but I was rejected.
Meanwhile one of the FAMAS panelists told us that my name was in list after the panel voting for nomination of Best Actress Category in 2005, but my name was never announced.I also signed a 3 year contract with Dyna Records as SHaKIRA's Philippine version but I did not finish recording my first album then.

If you don't see too much of me on TV, I am just at home obsessed with my computer.
anyway, up to this day I am still fascinated with Maricel Soriano's acting, while for me Shakira is the Goddess performer nowadays.

atlast

Ive been writing over the past 5 years my thoughts and self confession online, and another online diary but haven't published it. I just wrote those stuff on an online diary but it was only me who can read it. But I lost that two accounts, i don't remember the password of the email account I used to signed up. Got pissed off and freak over two years of trying to retrieved the damn journal. Then for the consecutive 2 years i have been always thinking to start all over again but I didn't attempt to do so, tho i have already a blog sharing all my confession as a starlet but I was hiding my identity.
Until last night, I was real bored and looking on my old diary, I finally decided to reorganize my blog at blogspot to rewrite my thoughts and confession because I really wanted to share and write it for one day i will be gone...

I wanna share my story, from my simple and but not an ordinary life, from a child who dreamed to become journalist, a well known singer or to become an actress one day.

So let me impart my life to start an introduction about my life.

BIZtado

Eto ba yung sinasabing huli ka na bistado ka na?.. hmm pwede rin.. or should i say anything about biz, bizness, showbiz, celebiz? pwede rin.. or you can probably think, tarantado ang showbiz industry? hmm depende sa iyo hahaha.. anything goes n your mind.. it could probably right or wrong i don't care, or maybe you don't care. but maybe it matters to somebody else out there.

Just Another chikka minute blog or maybe da who portion? youre maybe right or maybe wrong but this isn't just what you think..this maybe not the first or maybe the last or maybe just a start.. like some other weblog? not from a paparazzi, nor tabloid writer, entertainment publicist, somehow like a directors blog, or movie or tv production peeps or from a novice blogger to super one.. oh no no...not an adult site either.. hmmm maybe from a simple and extraordinary people..

Oh i don't know where and how to start.. there is one thing i wanna say.. I wanna tell u guys my little deep silly thoughts, with my kinky mind about my bizzy life and showbiz itself.
There's nothing to lose or maybe i have something to give.
Whatever just let me try...